Thursday October 22, 2009

WINDOWS 7 RELEASED!!! but who cares... I didn't think my training would be so hard ...though I WAS warned lol...I've been trying so hard....only have 2 out of the X I was told to draw...sorry...

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Sunday October 18th, 2009

1:30pm

I've been taken under the wing of in hopes that my artz may improve more than they have been over the last......(counts from JHS...) EEP! WTH TEN YRS OF SLOW PROGRESS!!!! T.T training started....an hr ago honestly lol I drew how I normally do one more time and now am studying some suggested readings...Wish me luck!

~Pieces~


3:06am

WARNING TO ALL dA FRIENDS! I've been adding AIM/Yahoo/MSNM screen names to my lists! If you want/don't want me to, let me know through a PM with the screen name so I may add/remove it! Fair warning though (as Enri knows) I am the type to message about most anything including and excluding art so be wary lol I'm quite "online social" lol

~Pieces~

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Tuesday, October 13th, 2009

Visit my new dA account! I'll be posting all my VOID stuff there instead of lol!

Pieces!

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Tuesday October 6, 2009

I don't need to scavenge for extra days anymore...I'm being scheduled enough hrs to get enough to live off of...for now lol.

I'm still waiting for Facebook addz btw!!! Facebook Myspace Twitter... Where ARE you people?

Also, I've realized why I've been allowing myself to slack off a bit in school, even though most EVERYTHING is the same from when I first instituted a Gaming Embargo...I miss my friends T.T I'd usually hang out and do hw instead of sitting alone in my room...that and I miss my VAST music collection!!! I wish I hadn't forgotten it in NY.....Oh wellz...come Dec 30th, I should be getting it back. OH! That reminds me! XD I might be able to go to NY for my birthday! 9 Days of family and friends...that's gonna be awesome!

I wish I had time to draw...so many ideas...so little time or energy to do ANYTHING lol OK! Done with another empty Personal Update lol

Pieces!
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Thursday, October 1, 2009

UGH! Been doing ALOT to make it out here on my own...scavenging for shifts at work...begging family for some pennies...it's been HARD...making it though...

Also....ADD ME ON FACEBOOK AND TWITTER!!! Harold Monestime...XD I may not be VERY exciting but I'm not all that boring...XD

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Thursday, September 17, 2009 11:46AM

HEY! UGH! Tueday night and yesterday morning were a COMPLETE DRAG! Long story short she claims to not be into me I guess cuz we're friends? (wth how's that work?) my PC was acting up so I FINALLY opened it up (as appointed to by an HP email so fuck off HP I didn't void anything!) and found out my graphics card needs to be replaced...

GOOD NEWS THOUGH! I found out why my internet at home refused to work...my Network card wasn't secured properly....mustabeen from when I installed the new USB ports lol...so now my wireless worked swimmingly....but the Graphics card is leaving us soon...essentially leaving me with NO wireless again lol UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAY! I'n school bored AGAIN! <looks at her pic again>...sry...lost train of thought lol uuummm.....UGH! I FORGOT! I'm gonna try and do some homework and so I guess when I remember, I'll update...if not, I'll see you guys...whenever?

PIECES!

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Tuesday, September 15th, 2009 10:12AM

UGH!!!!

Friggin PC at home is acting up...either that or my internet service leaves MUCH to be desired...I barely had the net strength to fix my list of friends on dA, which is why I had to use my school's computers...which aren't as new/fast/up-to-date/etc...w/e...

ANYWAY!

XD I have a date today! Well...not a date date...I dunno...we're hanging out lol (yes...nothing to do with art...I haven't had time between work and school to do that even though I do have time to post updates lol funny how life us )

Hmm....there were other things I wanted to post but I forget what they are right now lmao...I keep flipping back to the pix I was sent this weekend LMAO...so NO stable frame of thought can be maintained lol...shame on me smh blah blah sry lol I've decided to get back into writing (cuz of my coworker...long story...)and also I'm not going to accept the title I've been carrying anymore (Incubus...ANOTHER long story) or at least not fully...XD

WTH THERE WAS MORE lmao DAMN PICTURES! <flips back to them>...ummm.... I dunno....we'll see if I remember or not...

OH YEAH!!!! I had an assignment for one of my classes to have a backup plan set-up for emergencies and etc and I typed it up and emailed it to my professor with my Weekly Schedule...needless to say, she was impressed! lol That wasn't what I was going to post but I figure if I void everything from my mind into this keyboard, it might slip out........<flips back to the pix>

I have another half hour till class starts ...gonna just hover lol

PIECES!!!
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Monday, September 14th, 2009 7:01AM

WOW! Last week was nothing but more or less TEMPTATION!!! Just WOW!!! (flipping through dirty pix sent to him)

ANYWAY! So Far my sleep schedule has been more or less followed...now my GENERAL Weekly Fall SCHEDULE has been collecting dust lol UGH! this sucks...

There was ANOTHER more IMPORTANT reason why I came on here lol I forget why...Oh well...gonna get dressed for school...if this week follow's last week's trend, the girls in my class will probably be wearing JUST labcoats O,,O

Pieces!
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Tuesday, September 1st, 2009 1:42AM

[link]

My plan for the first semester XD Download and GIVE OPINIONS LMAO!!!!!

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Tueday, August 25th, 2009 5:31PM

Well it's that time of year again...I'm without interent lol UGH!!!

Right now I'm syphoning interenet (after over a week of being offline) from the USI Wireless...if anyone out there doesn't know who that is, it's the Wireless available in my area....the reason why I say I'm syphoning it is because it's such a GRUELING and TEDIOUS and SLOW process...it almost isn't worth it...I won't have internet till September 4th (maybe) which brings up the questiong of whether or not I should post my scanned pix....THAT'S RIGHT! I got a scanner and then lost internet...ain't that a B****! Might post the pictures as edits rather than resubmitting them...
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Wednesday, August 12th, 2009 10:30AM

If you have me watched, then you'll notice the MEGAUPDATE FRENZY....all of them being more or less old updates...it's cuz I decided to condense all of my Journal entries...XD Idea I'm kinda stealin from ...Makes stuff easier to follow in my opinion...lemme know if otherwise XD! You might have noticed that I typed the date and time at the top...since dA doesn't update it after you update your posts, I figure I should! You might not see it everytime though lmao!

Also, is anyone else having problems with the Deviant Add/Remove system? Keeps freezing my Web Browser...very annoying!

And FINALLY! I may be deleting old journals...If all, I don't kno yet since I have many comments I don't want to lose...XD Might just keep em just for keeping's sake lol

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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL L.............. I might be doing what everyone's been hinting I should do for a while! NO! NOT TEACHING!!! Might start modelling....well...Cosplaying anyway lol...it all depends if I'm accepted! XD Wish me luck!

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Thanx to a gift from [link] , I've been inspired to start drawing again lol!

I have a lil preview of a panel (if I can figure out how to use Manga Studio)

HERE'S A PREVIEW!!! [link]

As Posted on my Xanga:

Hey guys....it's been a WHILE! When I say a while I mean.....2....3 birthdays? I forget....brb gonna check the last entry to see how much has changed...

[after quick skim]

It's been almost a year! And I was spewing goooooood news! Well guess what! I got more! Though I hit a rough patch with my girlfriend, we're going well....now it's just up to her to keep her promiseseseses (super plural)!

I finally found a school with my major and have everything close to 100% (maybe 99%? 98%?) done. Applications and paperwork! Just have to take a 12 minute test to ensure acceptance. Well...that and find a roommate and transfer to a Staples in that area. Did I mention it's an away school? All the way in Minnesota! O.O!! So it's a big move for me in NY....

I stopped setting up the room because honestly it just gave the idea that I wasn't leaving and that's not what I want them to think...

Now it's time for some somewhat "negative" news....

I have officially stopped talking to a slew of family members...and yes I kno what you're thinking, 'They're your family!' But really, just because they're family doesn't mean they can attack me without repercussion....I can take so much before I let go and sorry but they forced my hand!

Grandma thinks that my going away is because I wanna be away from her....thought that isn't the case, I do LOVE that small fact! LMAO Well not LOVE but.....enjoy? Anyway after not talking to me for over a month about it, one night she snapped and started asking why didn't I go into the classes my uncle is doing or that my aunt did. I was going to explain why but she did herself without realizing (and doesn't realize) so I left it alone. Her reasoning was that "Everyone who comes into the country goes into these fields" Which in my mind meant that there are more people than jobs in these fields, which explains why my uncle keeps taking new classes. But meh...I just left it alone lol....

All the family members that I stopped speaking to have come together in a united front....who knew me being a common enemy would bring the family together.....I guess that's a positive XD

OK! I have to get ready for my interview with the Staples in Minnesota....and for work........PIECES

P.S. if anyone has any tips about coloring (photoshop, copics, premier markers, etc) plz share em....but in a note....

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Between work and......sleeping so I can go to work, I haven't been doing ANYTHING! I looked over my new drawing pad and between sketches that won't be posted ever cuz I just put boredlines on the paper and pages of sketches I wanna finish, my book is about 10 or so pgs in.....that's bad considering I had the book since around January...

I haven't drawn anything new for my game project thing because honestly....no one else in the 'team' has anything to put in...so I can say that the project is scrapped, tho I may have more character development pages I wanna do....

XD I found a mistake with the most recent picture I posted, of a Mia (WIP), where I started drawing her with the right side out, though honestly when I finished I figured I would just flip the picture (gotta love scanner software) If I don't flip it anytime soon, it's cuz I am either sleeping or working, as mentioned before. I meant to draw her with the left side going outside of the page to show off her tattoo that runs along side her left body...hopefully, if I have strength after this post, I will fix it.

Also if anyone has any tips about coloring (photoshop, copics, premier markers, etc) plz share em....but in a note....

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I AM ON A MISSION!!!! I MUST practice dramatic poses, angles and foreshortening...I've gotten BETTER at foreshortening but it's not much of an improvement...

ALSO! I've been practicing character interaction, holding hands, blocking, grabbing, etc. Once again....not much of an improvement...

Update on my Void entry status....those guys on there are pretty tough critics lol The Character Sheet I posted on here won't be the one going up...I need to change it if I finish drawing it before I move...not sure if I'll be taking the printer with me just yet...

About 1 week, till my last day of work here and it feels AWESOME!!!!

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FORGOT TO MENTION! Planning to Enter The Void XD redrawing the character sheets now! Wish Maven luck! [link]
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Done chasing the girl...Strictly focusing on my future....screw the rest!!! 4 weeks and 2 days till his last day of work in NY!!! You KNOW I'm loving that!

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Sorry for the lack of posts! Between my plans to leave the state, plans to court this AWESOME girl, plans to learn Japanese, Chinese, and maybe Spanish if I can fit it into my schedule, plans to learn how to play Bass Guitar, plans to GAIN WEIGHT (wanna be at least 190 at most 210), plans to learn a Martial Art (hopefully Muay Thai), plans to learn to cook, and plans to get a better job to support my leaving this state, my plans for drawing (the game my friends and I were planning, the comic I was planning, The drawing I planned for my ex, the drawing I was planning for the girl I'm trying to date, and the comic strip I wanna draw for ) have been postponed until I realize MOST of my other plans. It's harder than I thought to manage everything AT ONCE....and I lack some of the items needed like a BASS GUITAR and books to learn from...

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Yea.....between work and Rock Band 2, I haven't been drawing $$$$$$$$$$$$############*T Just pics from the game.......XD ENJOY!

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Well....as per norm, I've encountered PC issues....PC is DEAD! Motherboard is done! Getting it repaired over the weeks so I am basically without Anime, Music, Movies, and other PC Luxuries I have grown accustom to....what's worse is I have things I need to type and hand into my school to reassure my readmittance....long story short it's been a BAD WEEK....let's hope next week brings promise!

If you read my journal from......2 or 3 weeks ago about me drawing, and yea....I did some sketches...but with no computer I couldn't scan them let alone post anything....oh well....live and let live!

Update! PC has been returned!

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Due to many a distraction, work, friends, etc., I haven't been drawing....AT ALL! SO! This Friday. I will be drawing no excuses! No compromises....I will even be forcing my Luv to draw!!!!

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I LEFT MY DRAWING STUFF AT THE HAIR DRESSERS!!!!!! T.T

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OMFG I GOT MY NEW PC!!!!!

8gb RAM
750gb HDD
QUAD-CORE
GeForce 9500
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Got a new phone!

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THANX
If you have facebook, add me! XD [link]rofile

Let me kno you know me from here XD cuz honestly I have some ppl trying to add me I really kno nothing at all about lol....(btw if you added me and I haven't accepted, lemme kno from where and readd and I'll accept XP)

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DAMNIT I'M SICK!!!! I CAN'T BE SICK! T.T NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

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I've given up lookin at all the Deviations! lmao Now that it's at over 80,000, I'm done trying! I'll wait till all the Deviants are all at school again and knock it outta the way LMAO.

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With work....and home....and etc...I haven't had time to draw....or check my deviantions, which are now at <drum roll> over 72,000! don't believe me?

[link]

and not to mention the over 9,000 journals to check! so if you're noticing faves now from stuff you did last yr LMAO please bare with me! and if you're one of the few 10 ppl that watch me lol I'll try and draw/post more XD

PS! Found out my lady can ink so we might collab on some comics or at least some drawings XD

PIECES!

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...need to make time to draw....

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got a g/f XD

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New internet provider XD awesome!

Recap on my (practicing) drawing: no time....school work and working out takes up more time now than ever...barely sleep

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Switching internet providers so I won't be on for a week or more...

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In school library waiting for my class to start and I'm HELLA BORED! Damn Calc class! Wish it would start already so I can go home and eat b4 work T-T.....ANYWAY! I'm still workin on those OCSs....can't seem to get them all just right....can't seem to finish em either soooooo......it may be a while since I post anything else (big surprise there lol)

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WELL! It's not really a dilemma as much as it's a small problem...since I am overdrawn on my debit card, I don't have money for food and etc....or the money for those oh so awesome markers I wanted to buy....So....I ask if there is anyone willing to color some of my drawings, it would be REALLY APPRECIATED XD....I don't care if it's CG coloring or hand done....T-T just gotta get it colored...

GOOD NEWS THOUGH! I started drawing again...and I found another old drawing I will try and post today if I can sneak another scan from work XD So yea....

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Deviant art is getting harder and harder to keep up with....... right now I have over 28K deviations unlooked at...posting rarely happens....if this keeps up, I dunno if this page will stay up much longer....

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I mean everyone has opinions on who should match up in an anime....but it's just.....COME ON! Certain people just DON'T go together like NaruSaku.....Sakura is too hotheaded and short tempered for someone like Naruto who's such an IDIOT at times that any relationship other than friendship would END within the first few minutes of him asking her out.... I have other examples but I'm sleepy....

BTW! Not showing any hatred to the awesome pics...just so many couple pics that wouldn't work out.....it's cute but T-T at least do something more likely to happen like TenTen and Neji! XD I have yet to see that and that's like....the most likely connection in there!

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Day one of the Anime Festival......and I worked....DAY 2, I will be at work till 3...then Midtown Comics to soothe my wounds....I would invite people along but.....that would be weird LMAO Have fun anyone that's goin!

UPDATE!!!! Looks like I'll be there from 4 to 7 XD WOOT!

New Update: WORK IS EVIL!!!! They stole my precious time....and now....no Festival at all...that's BULLSHIT! That's the LAST straw....I've been working there for a few months now and it's all headaches....I'm quitting first chance I get....first job offer....

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I just realized that it's the same ppl ending up on the front page of dA under "Popular"....

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Today's my best friend's 21st bday...and I won't be able to spend it with him like he planned....we were gonna go have dinner with a group of friends and enjoy his day...but I have WORK T-T

Shoulda updated this but I did get to go XD

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To those who were in the chat with me earlier.....the title should tell you where I stand T-T

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OK!

1) I will no longer be ordering 3 costumes so I have to choose from the 3 designs I was making, unless I get a hire paying job XD (which is funny cuz I found out that one is available so I will check that out XD)

2) I started going to the gym and I must say...the ppl there were pretty much SHOCKED to learn I had no body fat....whatsoever, but 2 ppl volunteered to help train me cuz apparently, it's easier for them to help someone gain than it is to helo them lose (even though it's harder to gain to lose....it's easier for them cuz I am doin more work over the course of a short time LMAO) OH BTW I'm at 153.6lbs now so yea....it shouldn't be hard to gain 46.4lbs of muscle lol Just gotta start eating better, which is cool cuz I already cut junk from my diet anyway XD

3) I forgot to post in the original journal entry about the lip piercing I would be getting in November (whether or not I gain all the weight I need)

4) If I have enough money for the ticket(s) for the NYC Festival and more than one costume...well you can assume I'll be going with more than one...if not then I'll just be going once...sucks but MEH!

5) ALSO! I forgot to mention my @ home Muay Thai Training....yea...when I'm done, you'd think I was Isaac to a T!....or an I...

6) BTW I haven't really started drawing the costumes, for those who actually care XP....I wanted to finish Magdalena's Transformation Character Sheet b4 anything else....that and I don't carry spare paper anymore....bummer, right?

WOW!!!! SO MANY UPDATES! Most are cuz I didn't feel like goin in detail about what I would be doing so yea....that's it....pieces!

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lol not that I post something everyday or anything like that but I am goin on a lil hiatus to get physically/mentally/economically prepared for [link] this year XD...Gotta do ALOT to get into shape and Cos as Isaac XD...that includes having all 3 outfits made (Ironically I will have to be drawing them, but it's not for fun.....lol ok it is but w/e) and etc lol WISH ME LUCK!!!

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Now I've watched Evangelion so many times that you'd think I was a....(well, I am but still) nerd, but anyway...is it true that something happened between Kaworu and Shinji ona a....physical level? Like...I mean....I remember reading the manga and I dunno really what happened...I think something might have been implied....help me out cuz I'm not sure....

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I haven't been going through my "Deviations" list...or should I say the list of deviations of those I subscribed to....right now it's over 2,000 LMAO I'll get to them one weekend....soon....

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XD THE HELL WITH THIS CREATIVE BLOCK! It's gone! XD

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lmao Creative block....let's see how long it lasts T-T

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Lack of sleep, due to my allergies, have led me to get a TAD bit farther in my character sheets lol I guess breaking into hives every night isn't all bad T-T

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These markers passed the test! My inking pen however, must be replaced lol

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Well I posted more Deviant IDs....and I hit 1K YAY!!!! Nowz to draw my "Thanx 4 the 1K Views" pic lol I was thinking a lil comic of Isaac greeting ppl within his group....Magdalena, Maverick, Ernst, etc....but I'm a lazy lazy busy lazy man.....so we'll see LMAO might just be a BS sketch LMAO....it won't but....it might not be all that great T-T....ok it's bed time XD pieces!

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Well it took some time to meet up with my friends, but the project we are working on is starting.....we met up today to discuss what characters would be participating....what they would include...the basic stuff, you could say....This brought the revival of a character I killed off YEARS AGO!!!!!!!! Those who went to HS with me might remember....oh well, I'm sleepy now, so I go beddybye....PIECES!

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ONE! When my friends and I start what we're planning, I'll be posting drawings like CRAZY on here!!! that's the one

TWO! There's this touchscreen computer at my job that I plan on buying after I repair my room............IT'S F*CKIN BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! Must get! It's a TV/Computer/Radio all in one! I will get it as soon as I get my room in top shape!!!

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While my friend was watchin anime, he did something, and got a blue error screen....after that, the comp refused to boot....managed to fix it but WOW!!!! That was friggin terrifying!!!!!! No internet at this point would probably kill me!

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I keep letting things keep me from drawing and posting stuff on here.... DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!!!

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I've been getting worse with the coming on here....and the drawing....and the writing....this sucks...

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Haven't written or drawn in so long it kinda hurts...

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LMAO I haven't had time to come on the site like I use to...and now...my deviations are up to 327....and I know by the time I post this, it will rise T.T I had a pic to post up (incomplete) but I figure I might as well finish her before posting XD

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haven't been on in a LONG TIME! My apologies XD

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I just got a Digicam...so I'm posting samples of the stuff I'm doing in my scraps XD

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Thanx to being bored in class, I've been workin on more drawings than usual...I will see if I can scan it without having to ink it because well.....yeah you know...I SUCK AT INKING lol

Nothing else to report....bored with my 360 games yet again....Can't wait till PSU!!! (Came out today but I won't be buying it for a few weeks) WOOT! So yeah.....it's all just drawing nowadays.....Jeez...I don't even think I've been wirting out the stuff for my comic....o.0 I guess there's a bad for every good....ttyl PIECES!

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Soon I will have more pics scanned XD

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YEAH! Started a MULTITUDE of Drawings! I doubt all will be posted....

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Not faved T-T

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Pics are in......enjoy!

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F*CK YEAH DAWG!!! I'M BACK!!!

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Good news I'm ink now YAY!!! bad news internet....GONE! I'm on my friend's connection/laptop right now enjoying something lost to me.... XD but the inking is goin well XD XD soon!!!!!! SOON!!!! Now if I get a scanner in November, you get the best of my drawings that I inked XD OH! and since I am getting internet in a week, I will be posting something after then... Courtesy of my friend's scanner ...ok.....that's it! Pieces!

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If you haven't noticed, I haven't been on....or able to post anything....that's cuz I'm Sans scanner and my friend's scanner requires me to ink my work......and I SUCK at inking..........so it will be a while...

BTW! Check my Scrap......T-T

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I have a pic to post....so when my friend gets home, I'm heading by is to scan it and post ^^

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